holy crap...

Literally sore all over like a motherfucker. Wrestling is hard no joke! hah and i know its gonna get harder... holy hell. At first my drive to do it was to show myself i can do it. But man after seeing how some people reacted wen i told them i was gonna wrestle... then shiet... im doin it to prove them wrong. I know alot of people think imma puss out... well screw u then.. i mite not win many... or even any.. but dayam at least imma try...

Well lets see... everyones talking about "this is pissing me off" and blah blah. and well basically negative shit. I can understand that... who really is constantly happy non-stop yanno? But holy crap... hasnt it hit NE of you people?! HELLA of us are gonna be gone next year... and people are still being petty about crap? da-damn... that sux. Im not gonna lie though... im no mr. happy go lucky. But im really not pissed at ne thing. not really bummed out about much. Im seriously trying to make the best of my time... and thats really wat everyone else should be doing too...


Hmm... i know alot of people prolly read nicole's journal... and they're all like... "OHHH so THATS wat happened"... haha well not quite. I was pretty surprised wen i read it myself... i was like dayam.. all out in public and stuff hahaha. But its kool... maybe it cleared up some things 4 all u shit talkers out there. But yah... thats like HALF the story... cuz of course theres my side :D. And of course i have reasons 4 all my actions. But that crap id rather keep to myself... i dont feel the need in "venting" much or ne thing. I gues im practically over it. I mean i just see it as the past now yanno? My mind set is like... "lets start anew" i guess haha. but watever... remember... im not trying to figure out ne thing... i juss wanna have fun.

so whyd i post? oh yah didnt feel like studying anatomy muahaha. oh well back to the books! WHOO! nite all.
posted by Philip at 10:48 PM